There is so much written on the twin flame union. Each person in good faith shares what they have heard, what they have seen, what they know to be true... but each person has different guides and they are integrated with Source at varying degrees. In addition, these seers interpret what they hear and see differently because they are at varying stages on their enlightened path, some are more and others less consumed by their lower ego self. As a result … there are varying messages regarding twins (and any spiritual matter in fact). As in the world, do not believe everything that you read and always test the spirits... as Source continually reminds us (1 John 4:1).

As I journey, as more Wisdom is shared with me, as I release fear (ego self) to be recycled into the universe... my understanding of our interconnection grows. At times I have questioned whether the twin flame exists, or if it was something that was created by the Human mind -or more so Collective Ego. What I am certain of however, is that there are some souls that we are highly interconnected with. When I was asleep I did not feel their energetic pull. At that time I could not see, so I could not fathom the spirit-based relationship that I had with others. I loved others, but my understanding of All that Is, my understanding of Love -it was so weak and tainted that I could not experience even a glimpse of what the awakened mind-body-heart experiences. For those on their awakening path, you might have experienced the intense magnetic attraction to an other that is commonly attributed to the twin flame. When you felt these amazing pull, I am certain that you wondered what this meant -whether awake or asleep. This magnetic pull towards an other is so very important, though the feeling may not in fact be attributed to the twin flame connection. Rather, these feelings might occur for other reasons: perhaps we have met someone in our close soul family (commonly these individuals have been termed soul mates); maybe we have come into contact with someone that we share unobserved memory of past relations from past live(s); perhaps it might have to do with karmic release; or maybe it might be due to something all together different than from what has been revealed to me.

I have seen, I have experienced, I have felt the spiraling of energies of my soul and an other: the dancing, the playing, the Loving, the knowing each other’s core. With some individuals I am intently coiled. With some of these souls, depending on the extent of their human awakened path, we can telepathically communicate -though often for me I am the only one who recollects our telepathic communication. For those in my life who are who are plugged in we know when each other is in pain, in turmoil and we can soul talk.

Typically these interactions, as it has been written, are attributed to the twin flame... but in truth these experiences are produced in those who are interconnected with All that Is -or at least highly interconnected with another’s energy. If you experience an interconnection with one other person... this is wonderful! Be grateful, and receive this blessing. This, however, doesn’t necessarily mean that the one that you are connected with is your twin flame.  

I am sharing this all because I receive a fair number of messages from people who feel they are in a relationship with their twin flame. Please consider all that Source has put on my heart to share with you, for it may instill in you less heart ache to understand that the lover that has parted ways with you may not be your twin, but rather something different. 

In particular, Source wishes you to ponder karmic relationships that you encounter. We encounter karmic relationships whether we are awake or asleep, but if you are awake you will know that you are in or just had a karmic relationship. These relationships help you to open your kundalini and express (retrieve) your karma. Kundalini is your energy that is held within your root chakra, in the base of your torso below the sexual organs. This energy that is coiled within you has imprints from across time and space and this is retained in your karma. In human terms karma is as simple as cause and effect: you do something and it causes a response. The product or the outcome of that response that is directed both at you and other(s) is karma. Karma is neither good nor bad, rather it is an energetic vibration -a reverberation of imprints. In human terms we tend to think of effects that we may have on people or that they have on us and we typically see them as good, useful, helpful or bad, harmful. Karma is held within our kundalini and when we are on our awakened path it begins to be released, to uncoil -up through the chakras. This opening of the kundalini has a decisive influence on our path as we can choose to reject the karma or embrace, utilize and/or recycle this energy.

Before arriving here we made agreements with trusted souls to help us after incarnation. Many souls have helped you on your awakening path: some playing big roles, other small roles in your life.  Because this experience is so amazing, coming into contact with those that we have a karmic agreement with is often misunderstood as a twin flame -especially if the karma being released is of an ecstatic nature.

From my own experiences, the first person I was aware of that I had a karmic relationship with  was in fact a man with a low vibration. He was very much embedded in this world, but we were drawn to each other’s energy... and the effect that he had on my awakening was unfathomable. The soul talk, our soul connection, the visions, the messages that I received while he was in my energy was amazing. And what this lead to was an opening of my kundalini, awakening memory in my human self. This man, I am entirely grateful for and so wish I could help him the way he helped me... but our human relationship was one-sided. I was awake and he was not. Because of our soul talk I knew him so well ... but his human self could not fathom me, as he was asleep. I struggled to understand what he was in my life and in the beginning, I thought he must be my twin because of the huge energetic effect he had on me. I now understand that we had a karmic bond. This bond was amazing, it was spiritual, but in human form it was one sided. The twin flame is not one sided, but rather it is mutual. Similarly, the awakening of you and your twin is mutual. One is not perpetually asleep around the other, and when two twins come into contact they will be triggered, and one will lead to or expediate the awakening in the other and visa versa. 

For me, it would be nearly three years before I experienced another magnetic karmic relationship, and this one too I still contemplate being my twin. Regardless of who my twin is, our souls have been in communion with each other for many years. Ten years ago, while still married my husband and I were out on a dinner date. Our relationship had deteriorated over the years and he turn to me and asked if I had met someone else. I will never forget my response, as I truthfully, in kindness shared with him... 'there is the dream of someone else.' And that someone else was my twin, though I didn't understand this then. I had married a man who was my best friend, but he was not my spiritual equal. He was/is of this world and I continually drifted towards the spiritual world. For many years while I was married my heart called out to someone. I didn’t know who this someone was, but I knew it was not my husband. (Please don't feel sorry for him, as he had been having an affair, an affair which lasted for 5 years... which prompted me file for divorce). My ex husband was and still is an import piece of my life in this world. I love him without condition and our relationship led me to yearn to become whole heartedly the person I incarnated here to become. Divorce was not the end of our relationship, but rather produced a new branch that is fragrant with flowers and fruit. In hindsight I see that we had a karmic agreement … and by him having an affair and by letting me go -he allowed me to pursue my hearts desire … which is being Love in a world of darkness, being a messenger and a door way for the People.

Nearly a year ago I called out to my angel, to Source, to my beloved twin - asking that he present himself, and if he was not able then to send a man that was my equal -that would love me and help me. In less than two weeks after making this sincere request I was contacted out of the blue by a man who I would come to believe was my twin. I was so smitten with him that I neglected to even notice that another man had also contacted me, also out of the blue -only days after my plea to my twin. Interestingly, both men are born days apart, are of similar spiritual constituencies, and I had met them both nearly two decades ago within two weeks of one an other, in the same city in which none of us no longer reside in. Both men I have not seen or talked to for fourteen years -yet they both contacted me days after making this request to my twin. Either of them may be my twin, or possibly neither -as both may have been sent to Love me and help me on my journey.

Source has encouraged me to share my own experiences with you my dear friends about karmic relationships and about twins … to illustrate the importance of karmic release and how this overlaps with the twin journey. The twin journey can be challenging and is full of questions -questions that can only be answered in truth by you, after reflection and meditation. You may believe someone to be your twin flame... but Source is putting it on your hearts to ask yourself and examine, -are they really? Or is there hesitancy in your response? And if you think someone to be your twin, are you holding on to fear? Onto ego? Has this swayed the way you see this person and your relationship? Definitely, you and this person hold a karmic relationship- but you are being asked to ponder -what is the nature of this relationship? If this is your twin your feelings will be mutual, if you are both brave enough to share what is in your heart -that you are each others twin flame. Many are fearful to even broach these words with their partner. Do realize however, that if you are unwilling or afraid to have this conversation, what does this suggest about your relationship and about you? If you are both awake and you fear asking this, you fear this discussion ... it is only because you fear their response... Creator urges us to remember that on our awakened path, we are called to live in the reality of All that Is and let go of the tenants of this human created world. Most of us have spent so long in slumber ... as we are reminded, live in today as long as it is called today (Hebrews 3:13).  

May the sun shine brilliantly on your path this week my dear friends.

Namaskar